i need a place
where there is nothing
nothing to love
nothing to hate
nothing to hurt
endlessly driving
causing mental anguish
fearing what lies ahead
and what needs to be said

one day i will be clean
and i will be ok
and i will be right
and everything that's coming to me
will belong to me
and will be clean
and will be ok
and will be right

i'll find out that what i do is right
i'll win
all my actions were right, and i'll win because of it
i deserve that, right?
there's got to be justice

there's got to be

people who always try to be good people, and who do things for the benefit of those around them shouldn't suffer because of it
i fucking hate that
and i fucking hate this