I wish I knew all the things I didn't want to know I wish I had all that I've pushed away
I wish for company in isolation
I wish for a sun in my darkness, and I wish for darkness in my bright bright light.


I wish I had the strength to embrace what is right, to embrace what I know is right.  To reject everything I've lived with up until this moment, and follow something different.

But I wouldn't recognize you yet...