Let's have a party.

Actually, let me tell you a secret:

"It could have been worse"

This is just a ruse.
A diary of sorts.
No paper.
I know you can watch from a distance and I like that.

"I don't want to go"

I wonder when you watch.
What you've seen.
Where you've been.
What you make of it.
Whether you know it's all for you.

"Wish For Something Else"

I wonder whether you care.
Whether or not you look at all.
Irony.
What if you don't look?
A dedication.  Never to be seen.

"I Thought You Loved Me"

I don't want this to be "the sign".
I don't want to have a myth of happiness for a fragmented moment again.
I don't even know what I want any more.
I think it's safe to say, though, that it's all been for you.

"Cheer Up"