strayed
didn't know i wasn't allowed
a long time since i had been restrained
never knowing where i wanted to go
i just roamed because i could now
where i once could not

the warmth i received
the food you gave
the times you beat me
with shovels and sticks
and with words and scorn
and with unlove and dissatisfied looks

the leash you made me wear
with your touch and your words
scarred
deeply scarred
but maybe it's better like this
since i can roam
yet i always return

so met a girl who thinks really deep thoughts...
what's so amazing about really deep thoughts?