Can't think my way through anything I have to feel
Can't fucking believe that all this shit is real
I'd love to be a mindless soulless guy
Who never ever felt the need to cry
I'd love to not care about any of this
To forget I feel would be such bliss
Buthere I stand, my frailty open wide
Ready to have you twise a knife inside
Close my eyes and pray for a time
When I can't feel a thing *