you talk about
everybody else
you talk about you
you talk about
what they wear
what they like
who they like
where they're from
how fun they are
how cute they are

you talk about
times you want
times you never had
images in your mind
people you never had
people you never wanted
people who want you

you talk about
yourself
a lot

you talk about
fear
and
pain
and loneliness
a lot

you talk
a lot

but
do
you
listen?

i'm so angry
you're not angry
and
i'm so mad
you're not mad

you talk of what is to come
you don't know what is to come
why don't you
stop talking
you
don't know
you never knew
but you pretended you did

[fucking ought to stay the hell away from things you know nothing about]

took my hand
sealed my fate
you gave me nothing
thati i could take
walked with me
hand in hand
talked of this place
a magic land
where i could breathe
and speak my mind
a little place
so hard to find
walls so tall
seal us in
a fairy glade
our garden of sin
led my brain
down your path
i never thought
it wouldn't last
looking back
what should i see?
happiness
for you and me?
anger and fear?
bitterness too?
or just remorse
and loathing of you?

i bet you forget how it was
too

anger
anger
anger
anger
anger
it will go away soon
but
when?