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Page Six-Hundred
I didn't realize I do so much work on here... seems like yesterday I did my grand five hundred celebration.
I'm feeling a lazy sort of melancholy tonight. I feel a sort of dull not-too-unpleasant ache of loneliness right now. Not as in, I am lonely, per se, more... I choose to be alone, I guess. It's not too terrible, really, except I'm hungry and feel sort of vomity. Other than that, I'm golden.
It's strange, the concept of loneliness. The absence of people doesn't make one lonely. In the same way that having people around doesn't mean you won't be lonely.
So I'm not going to pine over stupid histories any more. That's my resolution - I'll make one every hundred pages, perhaps. It's sort of an anniversary, in a way, I guess.
I might have one last rant a little later, though.
mrfurious :P~
But now, I'm going to say hi to a friend who may smile when she sees this. It's rare I find something that can so completely describe something as complex as a person and a relationship in a single song... but this one does the job extremely well. Lovely music for a lovely friend. I send my love 0/~
[To all those who haven't heard this, I recommend you do so. It's moving stuff.]
Between The Bars
Elliott Smith
Drink up, baby, stay up all night
The things you could do, you won't but you might
The potential you'll be that you'll never see
The promises you'll only make
Drink up with me now and forget all about the pressure of days
Do what I say and I'll make you okay and drive them away
The images stuck in your head
People you've been before that you don't want around anymore
That push and shove and won't bend to your will
I'll keep them still
Drink up, baby, look at the stars
I'll kiss you again between the bars
Where I'm seeing you there with your hands in the air
Waiting to finally be caught
Drink up one more time and I'll make you mine
Keep you apart deep in my heart
Separate from the rest where I like you the best
And keep the things you forgot
The people you've been before that you don't want around anymore
That push and shove and won't bend to your will
I'll keep them still